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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
8:50 pm	Hah. So I was driving home, minding my own, and this little red Chevy car cuts over to the right lane and slows down. I look over and Creepy Girl is smiling LIKE CRAZY ... slows down a little more and gets behind me. So I'm driving along, I'm bored so I ghetto it out (roll down windows and turn up some rap) and keep driving. Then she decides to cut back over, speed up next to me, and then take the exit ... SMILING LIKE CRAZY AT ME ... Hook it up =) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
7:34 pm	I had some pretty odd dreams last night. Not really odd, but more like just annoying. Someone changed their mind about their relationship with me, and in my favor. But alas, I wake up and I realize that no matter how perfect things work out in my dream, in real life she's still as cold as she'll ever be. Nothing will ever change. So, not feeling up to doing anything I skipped out of one of my classes, and went to sit in front of the MS building. Amidst my preparations for hari kari, a vision came to me: I saw the most beautiful thing ever: iPod Girl. Yes, iPod Girl. The girl I see on campus occasionally, always sporting her pink iPod mini that matches so well with her Legolas t-shirt. I'd like to go talk to her but it's hard to approach someone who is wearing headphones, you know? Current Music: Hot Action Cop - Fever for the Flava (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
1:25 pm	Kimberly asked me to take this quiz. I bought two DVDs today. Without a Paddle and Texas Chainsaw Massacre. I know James was wanting Without a Paddle, and they were both on sale (TCM was only $10). (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
3:37 pm	et cum irae repleo ... I've not posted anything in a while. I don't work at the computer store anymore. I work Logistics/Backroom at Target now. My dreams are getting worse. People I've not seen in a long time ... some I barely know, some I once knew and am glad I don't now. Still lonely. Still empty. Mum's surgery is today. I got a message from Stan this morning saying that she was doing okay. In case you don't know, Mum has cancer. Today they're performing a full mastectomy on both breasts, and then reconstruction. I don't have much to say. I don't have much to do. Current Music: t.A.T.u. - Я СОШЛА С УМА (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 23rd, 2004
7:27 pm	oh Dear God Today was the WORST day ever. EVERYTHING BROKE. And nothing worked. We had to buy three different types of screws before getting the right one to mount the LCD. And in the process we had to drive around to find the damn Home Depot since the only roads to it were closed. And that took three hours, 2.5 hours of it spent sitting in a hot Lexus with no a/c or power steering (to name a few things that broke on the way). And networking the damn place was bad too. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
12:33 am	It's going away! http://kvanals.org/~abenson/Barton.xls That's the list. I'll update it as I sell stuff. I'll take check or cash, and in some cases interesting trades for parts (plus the balance). Drop me a line at aedinius@hotmail.com or in other ways if you're interested in doing business. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
12:04 am	I know you'll read this. You make it hard to breathe It's as if I'm suffocating And when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin It makes me sad to think This all could be for nothing I wish there was a way For you to see inside of me I've never felt this way About anyone or anything I know exactly what you're thinking But I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be That was a part of me that never made me proud Right now I think I would try anything Anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what loving you would do to me All I want is one more chance, so tell me... What do I have to do to make you love me? Tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? And, if I can't make you want me What do I have to do? [To forget about you] Current Music: What Do I Have To Do?-Stabbing Westward-Wither Blister Burn & Peel (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 13th, 2004
10:41 am	Here is me making a complete fool of myself: ( Read more... ) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 12th, 2004
2:54 am	Five Points for a Better You Realized a few things tonight... 1) I don't feel comfortable calling her, mostly because I don't see her close a friend as my others. I bet though she is as close and I just don't see her that way because a) she's female and b) I like her. 2) I would feel more comfortable about calling her if she were to call me first. 3) I need to get over her and move on. 4) The only way to get over her with minimal emotional and psychological damage (which seems to be a recurring event when it comes to things like this) is to find someone to get my mind off of her. 5) It's going to be very hard to find someone who even compares to her, much less able to get my mind off of her. (Comment on this)
Friday, June 11th, 2004
2:47 am	(00:43:16) Drew: You have barely any idea of how whipped you could have me. =) (00:43:50) Kimberly: Oh, I know whipped I have you. If I used it to my advantage , you'd be so broke. (00:44:14) Drew: Good girl? =) (00:44:36) Kimberly: You better hope so, for your sake Current Music: Heaven Beside You-Alice in Chains (Comment on this)
2:45 am	Spectacular ... Current Music: Religious-Spinecar-Autophile (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
9:30 pm	(18:09:24) Kimberly: Have you heard what Jess and I call her? (18:09:27) Drew: No. (18:09:36) Drew: What? (18:10:13) Kimberly: Ali-at (18:10:20) Drew: ? (18:10:26) Kimberly: I thought she looked like a rat, Jess thought she looked like an alien. Ali-at (18:10:41) Drew: That's not funny. (18:11:26) Drew: I still think she was beautiful (18:12:06) Kimberly: We both look at her in different ways (18:13:24) Drew: ......... (18:15:08) Drew: I feel like I should say something but I don't know what to say without getting pissed off ... (18:15:11) Drew: Bye. (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 30th, 2004
1:12 am	A very generous amount ... Tonight was Kim's birthday party. It was lots of fun. We went to Dave 'n' Busters, ate and then hung out in the game room for a while. Ryan and I played the Ferrari game a couple of times (as expected) and finally Kim and Jess got us to go take a picture all together. We were trying to figure out how we can fit all six of us (Kim, Ryan, Jess, Me, Leslie, and Kahlil) in the booth. Kim suggested she could sit on someone's lap, and I raised my hand promptly -- it was decided so. So Ryan crawled into the far corner, I sat next to him with Kim on my lap, and then Jessica and the rest crawled in on that side. I would've been in the picture but Ryan stuck his head right in front of me. Jackass. Well, we hung out for a while and then had this whole fiasco of trying to get everyone together -- Someone would walk off to go find the other person who would walk right up ... and then go off to look for the first. Ryan rode with me back to Kim's so we could stop and check out their new house. We made it back to Kim's so we could cut the Spiderman Ice Cream cake, and eat it while Kim opened her presents. She opened them up one by one, and finally opened mine. Half laughed at the card, but got excited when she saw it was to Hot Topic .. and then got a nice look on her face when she saw it was for $50 .. Ryan was like "How much was that?" and Kim's mom was like "A very generous amount." And Jessica made the obligatory comment, "Wow, he must really love you." I think Kim's favorite gift though was the blue Barbie faerie. Took her like 10 minutes to get it out of the package though. That was amusing. We then went upstairs to the game room to watch her and Kahlil play Soul something on some game thing, and then we watched Scary Movie 3. After that we watched some dumb stuff on her computer, including the "Weee!' thing and a few others. Then after Kahlil left we just talked a bit, joked around. Played with the dog ... weird dog ... licks carpet. And then Ryan and Jessica were making comments about Kim and I being together ... Kim would say she was tired and Ryan would say "There's a bed right there. You two can go in there and we'll let you be alone ..." Stuff like that. After a while, Ryan decided to leave so I left with him. Kim is great ... Current Music: threebrain - fishy (Comment on this)
Friday, May 28th, 2004
3:31 pm	elf up ... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
3:07 pm	Today's boring, eh? I went to go get my MID reissued today, but they weren't going to open until 9am, and I needed to be at work by then. I get to work and of course the boss lady is here, and I'm trying to look busy until Phillip gets here and she leaves. So she finally leaves and I can sit back and relax ... I realized I only really did 10 minutes of real hard work -- I made a sale. Okay, and now on to the other store to close for Todd after he gets off. (Comment on this)
Monday, May 17th, 2004
1:05 am	Upgrades! Let's start out with a few reasons (or justifcations, if you may): * Mum needs a faster computer. * I want a faster computer. * I need a non-piece chipset. (The pieces from work would get that joke.) * Dual Channel ... Hyper Threading ... need I say more? Now, what am I doing? * Intel D865PERLK * Intel Pentium 4 3.0E (Prescott) And depending on how much money I have after that and my tires, I might upgrade memory as well. But, it will be hard to match the memory I have. I managed to find a Geil stick that can match the DDR400 that I have (same size, speed, etc). The memory timings seem to be the same too, or at least I know they can safely and stably run at the same speeds. I may end up not getting new memory though. The current price *is* kinda high. Ah well. And Mum would be getting my Thoroughbred and Soyo. And possibly my 8500LE, if her video card doesn't work. Else I might be selling to Brad for cheap. I wonder what else I can sell to make some money ... Anyone know my login and password to my bank account internet thingamabob? I don't remember it ... and I can't find where I wrote it down ... Current Music: (Oh) Pretty Woman-Van Halen-Diver Down (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
12:16 am	I AM 8% METROSEXUAL! I need some advice. I need to STOP BUYING MY CLOTHS AT WAL-MART!!!! I will never land a decent woman unless I shave this nasty facial hair, and spend more then $5 on a haircut. Take the METROSEXUAL test at Fuali.com Current Music: Praise-Sevendust-title (Comment on this)
Monday, May 10th, 2004
11:33 pm	If I could give her everything, all she'd have to do is take it... while aedi.alive? do if aedi.hungry? then food = aedi.find("food"); aedi.eat(food); end if aedi.poor? then aedi.goto("work"); end if aedi.tired? then aedi.goto("bed"); aedi.sleep(8); end if aedi.lonely? && aedi.horny? then girls = aedi.find("girls"); aedi.take(girls) && aedi.goto("bed"); aedi.fuck(girls); girls.fuck(aedi); end end rescue aedi.suicide(); end Ruby is a very, very beautiful language. Current Music: 03 In Winter-Kittie-Oracle (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
12:48 am	Boredom in Calculus and playing with the server from work ... http://wedont.gotdns.com/~drew/ Temporary DNS solution until we get the real DNS set up. ssh, ftp, apache, and some other stuff set up as well. I wrote that poem about Amy today in Cal. After I walked right up to her and walked right away. *SIGH*. Current Music: Low Place Like Home-Sneaker Pimps-Becoming X (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 19th, 2004
12:21 am	Ammmmmmmmmmmy... I planned on talking to her Friday, but she was standing 2m from the booth and I couldn't get anyone to cover me to go talk to her. By the time I was able to get someone to cover me, she was no where to be found. That night James and I went down to the quarry out of boredom and we ended up eating ice cream at ... Amy's. Well, *he* made the connection before I did. Of course I was acting stoned/drunk and hitting on the chick behind the counter anyway. And tomorrow I shall talk to Amy. Amanda just called me a nut. =) Current Music: My Way-Limp Bizkit-The Chocolate Starfish (1 Comment |Comment on this)